Wooooow! Things have definitely changed in the past year. I just got done skimming through my page & so glad 2010 is over. Not that it was ever horrible to me because I always find blessings in even small things but just glad that a part of my life is over. The transition is always hard & harsh. 2010 was such an awakening for me, a year of transitioning for sure! Yes, I feel so much better now but don’t think it was easy for me. I struggled with it almost every day, some days not so much because of other matters I was concerned with, but most days yeah. It bothered me. And you know what else bothered me? The fact that I was the most affected. Why should I be burdened by people who are evil (believe me, they are). Why should I be burdened by people who lie & manipulate (I’m telling you, it’s true). Why should I be burdened by people who only use & abuse & steal (I ain’t lyin)…
And the truth is, it’s because my family raised me right. I was wronged & that’s the normal reaction to people who have hurt you. And for those who are delusional, don’t even share facts & stories about what really happened! Some people still ask me to this day…”ohhh so you guys don’t talk anymore????” “that’s strange, you guys were bffs” And what I should’ve said was “Have u asked her what happened???” LOL!
You’re right you’re right, the past is past and it’s 2011 for crying out loud! I guess what I’m saying is, I’m glad I did it! I’m glad I had the balls to let go and the balls to say “No, I don’t want your friendship” In the end, the truth, integrity & true love are more important than having a clique. Friendships that are based on money, sexual weirdness (like sticking your tongue out kind of pics pretending you’re into each other type of crap..ha!), popularity and every bullshit you can think of that constitutes this sham as friendship- is not real. Life is all about the quality of people you bring in it. In other words, the crappier your friends are, the crappier your life will be! Plain & simple!
So 2011 is the year of no regrets! The year of chasing dreams with people that matter most! Cherish the people who deserve your time…I know I will!
